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Am I ever gonna see your face again? It doesn't matter what I do. I could go, right around the world, see the greatest sights, meet so many people, drink and eat and dance and sing. But there will still be something empty, hollow, deep inside, something I cannot replace. I could go around the world, I could be a millionaire, I could be famous, I could have so many friends, I could grow wings and fly, but there it will be...lurking in the depths, deep inside; I still won't have you in my life. Whether you like it or not, whether I like it or not, after all this time, I'm still your girl. My girl. I was always your girl. I was your girl ri

Why do I feel like time is running out? Time flies by so swiftly I feel like it runs through my fingers like sand. I cannot grasp it, I cannot control it, and I don't know how to make "use" of it to fulfill myself... not much at all satisfies. How do you "seize the day"? I feel I might be a creature of habit, I can't break free from what I feel that stifles me. Some things in my life are feeling like a jail sentence, and I don't have the courage, self confidence, or drive to break away. They always say that the meaning of life is to be doing something you love, share it with someone you love, to give without expecting to receive, to also lo

This is where I can express myself, a little more fully than the 'real' world. My train of thought, my emotions which can vary from day to day, get myself back into a little creativity. Hopefully this will be the start of something simple yet powerful for me; and it is for me alone. I yearn for the other side of life where there is magic, the unexplained, the precious things that we miss in the bustle of the day-to-day, *rat-race* that is life nowadays. I've worked too hard and stressed too hard in a variety of ways throughout the years, so therefore something inside has become muted, stifled. To be reborn. I have more talent with drawing an